be it reality?

its been ages!hehe sorry for being a ghost lately. But judging from my FB's updates it seems like I've so many free time yes? well it is. its just that things have kept me out of boredom so yes, I blog when I'm bored...............or when there's absolutely nothing else to do.hehe.

you know how fast time flies, just in a blink of an eye, I've just realized that its only 8 weeks to go bef I finally finished my studies and will be starting on with my intern. soo sooon. and when people asked me what is my true feeling upon finishing studies, I don't know what to say. well working might be fun especially by the end of month when u get the pay check hihi but one thing for sure, there's no more luxurious, leisure student life. many says working life is like bluerghh....but I've had this feeling, be it good or bad, student life is the best evah!haha. what to do, its reality.

but truth be told, the most annoying phrase to me now is 'accepting the reality'.geeshhh.

for the past few weeks, I've been asking myself why isit so hard for me to accept the reality of life since its all being planned by God, and along the way, I've discovered that it is the fear to accept yourself is getting over yourself. I've limit my thoughts and try to get over it without even thinking about it, and I haven't realized that its been haunting me all day long..or even weeks..or months.

one thing for sure, I've learnt to let things go and accept the flaws,the mistakes..it just make me feels better. i mean a lot more better. well at least i thought it was just a waste for dragging my whole life into something that already happened. sigh, life never been easy.nevahh. not once easy.

oh and please remind me when I've kids to tell them these:

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world doesn't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.  

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

life is not easy kids! come on stand tall and be strong! :)